One of the best gifts you can give yourself is the gift of a firm decision. Make a choice, a thought, a declaration to DO something... then go do that very thing.
The only thing standing in the way of what you want is your thinking. Change your beliefs and your current thought process and you can change your world. Break out of that rut you're in. Break out of those invisible (and likely nonexistent) bonds holding you back. Wake up and live the life you dream of... because dreams without specific plans to achieve them are just pretty thoughts.
Make detailed written PLANS. Then go ACHIEVE them.